tragedyLIFE-relationship

Girl message me today and said you becoming very close to me don't talk. I feel bad I have habbit actually to get sad. This thing is not new for me. I started liking her love I don't know but can love her I am caring her. I don't Know many more I have to say but don't want to write  because she is very different from others. Whenever I hurt I don't know what to say but I started loving her. Old:  I met her Trekking, just for say Hi I did message after few days of  Trekking. She knows kannada so approach her her teach me kannada and slowly slowly we become friends. Gud Friends almost to know each other. I took sweets for her from hometown. I gave her that was my first meeting with her. Later we chat in the form of know Kannada and little little bit topic like friends. But may be I am a friend I started asking in deep of girls where she don't want me to get into that much position. So all above happens yesterday

In trekking of finix group, I enjoyed a lot. I never checked where we are going and what's next for trekking even at last I don't know the name of place. This much enjoyed.      This was my first awesome tour where I enjoyed a lot 😊       Sometimes I feel this is awesome I have ever enjoyed.      We did trekking, mud HollyBall, mud slides, swimming crane line.      In that most enjoyed the swimming, almost 1 hour I did swimming.     Food was nice there.     In ending we all team did dance, me also get involved into dance. And I know only tapori dance I can do there,, so without thinking started my room partner already knows my dance we both dance in front of all Group and other also danced 😂 😁😁.      Full of enjoyment.      While coming back I also dance in bus ... One girl dance on basanni baa that was kannada song, I didn't get understand song but that girl told...

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Ghar chyanni mhatal cast madhalya mulishi lagn kar me tayar zalo. Man nasatanna tri mhatal mulgi ch tr aahe kuni n kuni tr jivanamadhe aanayachich aahe tr mag ka nhi. So maman kadun ek proposal aal so mala thik watal aani bolanyawarun mulgi chhan watali . Mala tichya bolanyatun kadhich negative reaponse as kadhich watal nhi kadachit maza positiveness or me nehmi changalya ch vichar krto. Mala mahiti ahe me jast kalaji krto tyanchya parinaam asa whava mala as watal navhat ani jyala manapasun maya lavto tich gosth dur jaate Sala vichar kela hota gharchyanchya manapramane karav thik hot kadachit maz bolan jast zal asav karan ti typical swabhavachi watali ...  Dosh det nhi aaho but paristhiti handle karata yet nsavi ti mulgi kadachit maza jivnaat nsavi.. Me sagal aaikalya warun bolto Maza manat ajun he tichya baddal aadar ch aahe ... Pn jau dyav kadachit prayatn kami padale asave.. Kivva aapalyat ch kahi kami asave.. me sadaiv aapalyat wyaktinvar swata pek...

Maybe somewhere i don't want she should go back but i am also sured that i will be not in her life. then today i got her message that she is going back to her home.       I am quite, but happy cause she is going back. Somewhere i feel bad also that am again alone.   May be new one will be coming into life for lifetime.           In this end of the Year My daadi died, somehow i also feel i miss her cause i was troubling her cause her madness but also my eyes get watered when i heard about her death.           Don't know but somewhere i am feeling that my control is not on my life , my control is get disturbing because of unexpected things happening with her on a sudden timings.          May be this thing happening to me as my backlog result, Daadi death & Expenses somewhere & Payment constant as same till now.           My ex...

First time I feel lonely bcause of ... Dont know what is going ion